i feel betreyed

22/04/2014 20:54

people will stab your back.
even your closest friend will, at some point.
most people say they hate back stabbers, but really, we all stabbed someone's back, even if it wasnt something completely serious.

now, maybe the title of the post doesnt specifically relate to it, but i just feel like i need to let out some thoughts about back stabbing..
so... lets go.

-WARNING! the following post is very opinionated, some opinions might be stupid, idiotic or about robot dinosaurs-back stabbing is a term or betrayal. it is when someone you trusted turns against you and hurts you.
it doesnt have to be physical, but sometimes could as well be.
(in my head, i am copying Jahovas Witniss voice in the intros he makes.. why? DONT QUESTION IT.)
usually, i would simply feel betrayed after being back stabbed, but sometimes i just wont care because.. i just wont.
if i was to care about you back stabbing me.. well.. THE APOCALYPSE.
if i care about something like that it only means ill look to hurt you back.
and i am NOT someone to mess with. at all.
i will literally (think about Dan Howell when he says it.. SEXY.) rip every piece of fleck off your bones, make you eat it, then break every bone in your body.
if you make me feel pain.. i will torture you to death.
because thats who i am.
a few nights ago i had a fight on facebook with aidan..
alfie literally said 'emma is not a person to piss off in first place.'
and hes 100% right.
you cant win a fight against me.
i have comebacks for.. well.. everything.
i can just fight back everything you say.
because i dont get hurt by what others think or say about me.
but i know how to hurt others.
i will not care if you pick a fight with me..
but aidan picked a fight with alfie..
and you DONT hurt my friends.
(Aidan if you ever read this you are a retarded son of a bitch and i will kill you some day.)

you cant really call what aidan did back stabbing cause we were never friends..
but well.. i still completely hate him.

i am a person who can truly say shes not a back stabber.
you can trust me with everything and i will not turn you down.
even secrets i know about my enemies .. i keep them to my self.

but i hate people who dont appreciate what i do and call me a back stabber..
because i am NOT.
maybe ill blow your car up in GTA, or ill kill your horse 100 times in read dead redemption..
but in real life.. (sheep farm IRL!!) i will never hurt my friends.

i can honestly say i am probably not trust worthy if you arent close to me.
i will hurt others if i dont care about them, and there are alot of people i dont care about.
that could be the reason why i dont hurt my enemies.
i have some sort of feelings towards the,.. HATRED.
and.. obviously, i love my friends..
therefore i wont hurt them on purpose.
but if you arent someone important in my life..
i wont hesitate to break you apart if you try to hurt me.

talking about friends.. i dont think ive talked to you about my friends before..
how rude of me..
but thats a story for another post. ..

anyway.
back stabbers suck.
but theyre all around us..
everyone..
your friends, your family..
your bloody pet tarantula. (yes.. im talking about you raleighlink14 )
but if you look out for these kind of people..
and just not befriend them in first place..
you should be alright.

thanks for reading and sorry for the misery ive just put you through.
Ghost Dog.